Top of the Blog: DANGEROUS DONGS was shocked when she gave me a hug and then a kiss on the cheek before getting dressed. She really was a sweet girl and the conniving blackmail from earlier was totally out of character for her. Seeing the changes in her since telling her my story I knew she felt horrible for how she'd gotten me into bed tonight. For me it was a relief to have someone to open up to. Gwen was far too close with Ellen to ever become a true ally and I certainly couldn't tell Jessica what was going on behind her back. As I was sharing it all with Hannah I could see her body language change. It was encouraging to know that she thought there was a chance for Ellen and I after hearing about our summer together.
