Top of the Blog: BALL HONEYS had the whole day ahead of us yet. As we lay in bed our bodies pressed together beneath the blankets I told her about last night with Hannah. Ellen was furious, not that I'd slept with another woman, but that she had learned of our relationship and threatened to tell Jessica. I quickly told her how the night had ended and that there was nothing to worry about to sooth her. Seeing her reaction made me realize it was going to be virtually impossible to ever tell Jessica about us. When I had told her the whole story Ellen seemed somewhat relieved, but she still promised to talk with Hannah. From the way she said it I knew Hannah was going to regret using blackmail to force me into bed.